Phyllis' Diary

2007-03-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE,

I'VE MOVED ALR :)

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WITH LOVES, PHYLLIS :)

2007-01-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

Helloooooo:D! I haven't blog for like a few days alr? Argh, my internet connection at home was down!! I'm in th arcade using th lan now! Haha, playing counterstrike with Yongsheng[: Yayyyyy, i haven't been playing counterstrike for like ages, ha? Oh yea! I'm at Marina south now. I came here intending t fly kite 'cus i haven't been flying kites for 123456789 years, SERIOUS! But ended up, it's raining, booooooo): Played daytona & others just now, damn fun!

HAHAHA! I suddenly feel like playing maple eh! Don't know why. Anyway, i was absent from school on thursday & friday 'cus i fell down & injured my arm bone, but not it's not broken la! Sorry Xinyi, i pangseh you D: Oh yeaaaaa! I WANNA PLAY MAPLE & COUNTERSTRIKE. Andand i really hope it will stop raining later 'cus i wanna fly kite!!

OKAY PRAY HARD T GOD (:

Goodbyes, i will post when my internet connection is fine, meanwhile, STUDYYYY HARD! HAHAH.
& right! I SAW GRACEYEOH & MX when i'm having npcc on wednesday[:

2007-01-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

I'm not in th mood t blog tday]':

2007-01-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. I'm satisfied now with my day(: 'Cause i did my Amaths homework & studied bio! I just came back from my jog! Yay yay yay:D Perspiration makes me stink so much now, ewwwwwwww! :S Oh i met up with Myron & his gf tday, then went t his hse t study & play too. I jumped around his house & created some havoc:/ Okay poor him!! He got t clean up his house, haha:D Then i went t Yew Tee mac alone t studyyyyyy. Quiet & comfortable environment[: Reallyyyy a nice place t study luhh. So i sat there for 2hr t study. So you know why i'm satisfied with my day? 'Cause i played, studied & exercised:D:D:D

Then i went t photocopied some bio notes from Shafiq, bought my simple transparent folder ('Cause th one i'm using currently is in a super pathetic state, but i love it(: Strawberry shortcake!) Mrt-ed back t Lot1. Went t Popular t get some small cards & envelopes 'cause i'm intending t _____ for _____[: Eh Mx th wonderful! I saw Mingjun there ehh & i was super shocked! HAHAHA. Proceed on t NTUC, bought two bars of chocs & sweeeeets & headed home! Went for a jogggggg then.

It's a :D day! Or maybe not? I feel that i'm numbing myself t all those heartbroken moments:/ Being alone half of th day makes me think alot. Really alot & it kinda of sucks t think too much! I think from school t friendship, from friendship t relationships, from relationships t myself! SO CONCLUSION: I THINK WAYYYYYY TOO MUCH, REALLY! Oh.my.god.

I think it is time for me t change, time t start living in th real world. These fantasies of mine live only in my mind. There is no spark of hope, no tearful return, what feelings left behind is a hollow hole. A hole t suck what's left of a former me! Time for a change t th way i think, th things i do. They are all innocence of th past. Friends left behind are not forgotten. Maybe i shall return one day t a me i once lost. I live my life for me, moving forward step by step, day by day. New friends are found, but wounds ain't healed yet. There'll always be scars unforgotten.

Ok. Randommmmmm.

Ah ok i'm gng for my bath now! *SNIFF* I stink really alot!! Goodbye.

Edited!
I freaking shouted at my mom just now 'cause she didn't buy my Literature textbk for me when she said she's helping me t buy on Thursday. Just now, she told me that she didn't buy 'cause of don't know what reason>:( eh i'm having lit lessons tmr eh? Rawrrrrrrr!!! But i feel bad shouting at her:/

2007-01-07T01:27:00.000+08:00

Yo everybody! Oh yea yea. I've changed my blogskin[: I love this one very much!! I think it looks better than th previous one. 'Cause th previous one looks so weird with th stripes:/ HAHAHA. Looks simple & nice & there's no links too. Only links t my friendster, blogskins & tagboard only! Dirty green is nice(: Yea!!!

Anyway, i suddenly rmbed sthng. I've realised that there's many pple carrying th black & yellow nike slingbag + th red nike slingbag in our school. I find this 2 bags very common luhh! Everywhere i go, i see those 2 designs:/ Luckily i didn't purchase it. I think i wanna get another school bag again. Ahh but i don't know whatt get! Aye i shall wait till i see one nice bag which attracts me:D! I'll be getting slingbag still, i think! Seems t be wasting money also :S

Oh yea i'm going t study tmr(: Going somewhere quiet t study! But i haven't decide where t go. & i'm hungryyyyy now. I only had my lunch tday @ Bugis. Till now, i haven't grap any bite yet. Okay, am i on diet or what? Okay if someone saw this, someone's gonna niam me for sure. Blablabla.. So i hope someone, don't see this right, SOMEONE? - giggles :P

Okay, it's 1:54AM now. Better sleep. Goodbyes!

This goes out t ______. You mean so much t me. I love you in different ways then th others but neverthless i love you. You have all had t hear me bitch & complain. But through all that you stuck by me. I want t thank you. Friends forever till th end. I promise you that no matter what happens between us or otherwise, i shall never ever forget you. Friends forever & yes i mean forever, as in eternity you're stuck with me. Deal with it(:

Another promise that I want t make is, if ever any of you shall need my help, i will be here for you. I'd die for you at any given moment. Just call on me & I swear t be there.

(I guess you'll never know that all these words are for YOU!)

2007-01-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

Edited !

I'm back from shopping with my parents & bro! I'm like :D & ): tday!

Omg, i dread going out with them sometimes, 'cause they will just keeping on nagging & nagging, niam-ing me:/ walao, no peace at all. But neverthless, i still did my shopping @ Bugis tday! I bought my tube-tops, off- shoulders, half-cut jeans, belts & pumps tday:D Oh yah! I bought another mini dress which th salesgirl says it looks cute on me! Loves:D Omg, i've got 7 belts now!! HAHAHA.

Heyhey! You know, i went t Simlim Square tday! & i seriously dislike those flyers distributer! They were like all crowding at th escalator & forced us t take their flyers, if not they will give you that if-you-don't-take-i-will-burn-down-your-house look! So ridiculous, so i stared & diao-ed them instead la!

Ahhhh i'm waiting for Chinese new year t come(: 'Cause there's angbaos! Angbaos= $Blingsblings$= Shopping= New clothes:D Yayyyyyy! One more month is it? Haha!

I've just realised my paragraphs have got no link t each other actually :S Haha, so randommmmmm! Eh anyway, i think i relied & depended too much on _____. I wanna be independant from now onwards, no more relying on pple! Maybe i should go t school myself instead of meeting Junguan, Iqbal & Xinyi t school. Yea maybe? Depends la! I don't know, see first? Maybe not. I'm indecisive!

Once upon a time,
There were stars:
And a happy man looked up
To see them,
Holding his wife in his arms.
He wrote of how they shined
And twinkled in the sky
Just like the eyes of his wife.
Little did the man know
That the stars were not
In fact
As they appeared.

One day, later, on a clear night
When the man was truely lonely
For the first time in his life,
His wife no longer living,
He again looked at the stars.
And he wrote, this time
Of how they screamed
And how they burned
And how they seemed so far away,
Just like the tears that
Ran down his face.

However, he was still mistaken.

One last time, on a final night
The night that would be his death;
He looked at the stars again.
And for the very last time
He saw them with rigid clarity
And he smiled at the sky;
For stars, he realized
Are just stars.
As life, is only life.
It's just your point of view:
And It is only what you make it.

I told you i love stars(: So here's a story about star! Nice story yea? HAHAHA:D Eh i've realised when school reopens, pple don't update their blog daily alr! They seems t be studying & working hard eh? But i'm still blogging everyday! Oh.my.god. Nvm, i didn't spend much time on blogging too!

Tada, my post for tday! Goodbyes[: Does this post looks long? It seems long t me!

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I didn't post yst. I'm dead beat & exhausted :0

School was (: yst! I paid full attention t all lessons & i didn't fall asleep in class, haha! & i love Mr. Peacock's lesson, his Amaths:D! He's way too funny & i made me feel that Amaths isn't hard at all, hah! But when i did th homework he gave us, omg! It's was hardddd kay! I gt stuck at th 2nd question la): Nvmmmm, but Emaths was great too! Mr. Tai:D His way of teaching was boringggg, but i like it. 'Cause at least i understood what he teach, unlike _______!

I love my teachers:D! Mr Pey(?!), Mr Peacock & Mr Tai! They're so damnnn nice la:D HAHAHA. & you know right! Mr Pey is actually one of my Npcc officers la! & i didn't knew that till we had Npcc trg in th afternoon! :/ but i'm still happy(: I've got like 3 Npcc officers as my subject teachers? Ms Chew, Mr Pey & Ms Julia Li? OMG. So freaking scary right, i'm afraid i will get demote if i never do my work properly or if i flunk my test all what la? - shiverrrrrrrs!

Anyway, i passed my Corporal Promotion test:D:D:D:D!! So.. I'm Corporal Phyllis Ng now, whees! Most of us passed, but only.. nvm! I shan't rveal th names of those who failed! Esp when it's ahem! Did drills & had some games yst. Then Mcdonald with th boys. Went Lot1 meet Yongsheng, went lib:D I finish reading 1 chinese books in 1hr i think? YEA!! BOOKS:D more lib trips next time, haha! (: I didn't see stars in th sky when i'm on th way home! BOOOOOOO!): Only one pathetic star in th sky la, i love stars & i will go twinkle twinkle little stars! Th moon was big & round yst! Coooooolllll. :D

Okay, i'm going out with mommy & bro t Bugis now! Meeting my dad over there. So.... Goodbyes.

2007-01-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

Rainbow love

Xinyi saw rainbow just now, which i didn't though both of us stay in Choa chu kang! Rarrrrr): I wanna see rainbow! Anyway, i had diarrhoea tday & i kept vomitting also. So i didn't go t school tday. I was having a bad night yst. Woking up so many times, awwwww! So baddd la.

No school tday = many hours of sleep[: Yayyyyy! Haha:D Anyway, i had dinner with Yongsheng just now at Sunshine place. Hey i only get t see him for less than 1hr la, so sad!! & he isn't free tmr & on Saturday too!! Ah, how sad! I miss seeing him in school & accompanying me for breakfast. At least i can see him in school last yrD:

Okay, nvm! There's NPCC tmr. Corporal Promotion Retest!!!!!!! I don't want retest. I will flunk :0 Crieeeeees. SADDDDDD. Anyway listening t Lao Shu Ai Da Mi makes me feel happyyyyy nw:D! Haha! Okay, study. I'm gonna study, bye[:

Oh yah, some photos during New Year 2007 before i go off:D
At Zihao's house.

Bye, haha!

2007-01-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

Follow your heart

First day of school was awesome tday:D! I rather love my class, 3M1! & my classmates too[: Nizam &amp;amp;amp; co. Fanwei, Xinyi & Hweetian. & i got t know a new friend, YU SHANG!:D Actually, i feel that i'm quite pathtic. I don't know how t go recess with, ended up i went with Fanwei t look for Keith & Chunyueh. Fanwei really feels like a big bro t me[: I had my lunch break with Xinyi, Hweetian & Yushang:D

Teachers were great too! Mr Roy Ng for English, uhm Ms Julia Li for Bio, Mr Tai fo Maths & Ms Chiang for Chem (:/) But neverthless, i think my teachers are nice(: & right. I paid full attention t all th lessons tday! Not really lessons, but at least we started lessons on bio & i paid full attention. So great[:

Waited for Goon & co after school t come & meet us with Zhengyang! Ate at th coffeeshop &amp;amp;amp; talkd alot. Laughter & joy:D & i saw Chunyueh & Fanwei at Lot1! Hey, i love my big bros kayyyyy. Haha:D!

I'm glad i managed t find Aihua & Chiensiew tday. Though it feels weird, but i hope it's gonna be fine as time passes? Oh yea! Aihua is in 3T2 & Chiensiew is in 3T1!! My clever girls :P - smiles I saw Kianhwee tday too(: Haven't see him for like ages! Meijin & Xinyi too[: Haha!

I'm always here for you when you need me:D!

P.S. Glynis! I'm sleeping just now la! I'm sorry. haha:D

Looking forward t school tmr(:

2007-01-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

I did my homework tday! Last minute work, though i didn't manage t complete all, but still i did my some of my homework:D! I'm proud of myself, haha! Zheng Yang is my homework-mate[: We did our homework @ Queensway's macdonald tday:D & I got my school bag & pencil box. I haven't got my new wallet & watch): Will get them soon.. haha! Thank you Di Ming for helping out in our maths homework.

School tmr. I dread t go t sch, yet i'm excited about school tmr. Kay, there's so contradicting:/ I didn't complete my holiday assignments, that's why i dread t go t school. I'm excited cus i love school:D Hehe!